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Gone by razorblade-kitty, literature

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Gone

You've held my hand and kissed my cheek I've closed my eyes and started to seek. What has become of me? What were you trying to see? Your gone now and will never return In my mind my heart may burn. I'm lost inside And you know I have cried. Your whispers echo through my mind I'm trying to find The joy you gave me here But It's gone now and ill I do is fear The softness of your skin And where it may begin Is no longer in existence My heart is full of resistance I'm waiting by the sea When will you come to me? The soft sand runs through my feet As I wait and wait for you us to meet Night and day I pray Seeking my lost lov

Why did he do this? by razorblade-kitty, literature

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Why did he do this?

Tears of a heart break, Overwhelmed me The hate inside is awake. What was I trying to see? I travel to the unknown Inside my mind As I feel the pain through my bone What was I trying to find? Balled up on my bed, I clench my fist. The anger was fed. What have I missed? I toss and turn As I pull my hair. My mind can burn Who can really care? I think about why I fell As my mind may sail I don't know who to tell Why did I fail? I cry for my lost emotion And I scream for my lost friend May my heart travel through the ocean When will this end? I tear his picture off the wall So I may never see. Then I wonder how I came to

Murder by razorblade-kitty, literature

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Murder

Knives are piercing through the skin. Screams are heard through several halls Life grows frail and thin. The deep red blood falls. The floor is terribly stained The knives dance across the legs Screams echoing through the blood that rained This poor soul begs Devoured by hate And bleeding life This sealed her fate As she was torn by the knife Her hands fell Her eyes rose As she let out her last yell This is what she chose Now she lay dead And this was the end Her arms above head And the love that may send Sweat trickled down his cheeks Dropping the knife he covered his eyes This is what he seeks The man drops to the gro

Alone by razorblade-kitty, literature

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Alone

Have you ever felt so alone and depressed that you could barely stay awake? Thats how life is for me. It may not seem like it, but when i stay quiet, I scream in pain. Im alone. Theres no one who has the same mind as I. I cannot bare the thought of not being alone. Ive been alone so long that Im scared of not being alone. It drives me mad when people want to be my friend. My heart beckons to be with someone, but I do not listen to my heart anymore. Im too used to being broken, without anyone to help pick up the pieces. My wounds did not entirely heal, and so I feel so alone. I dont want to smile anymore, its just not worth the neg

The constant torture of human by razorblade-kitty, literature

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The constant torture of human

Walking down the street, or the hall, where there you may meet people who misjudge you. You look different, so they pick on you. Your not like them, so they pick on you. It may be because of your race, or your body and the way it is... Another strange thing is that you may be beautiful.. but you are still verbally abused. People dont understand you... but, its hard for you to understand this if everyday for you is a piece of cake. People can hurt you because you have dissabilities. Mentally, or physically. In your heart you carry the burden of the worlds cold shoulder. You want to die. Here I share with you, my friend a story that you

What have i done? by razorblade-kitty, literature

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What have i done?

What have i done, to everyone? What did i do to deserve this madness? which leads me to feel sadness? Forever thirsting for joy tormented as im a toy I must confess... that it must be the way i look... or the way i dress... You throw rocks, stones, paper... anything you could find do you think that i dont mind? BULLSHIT! You fucked with me But yet, you cannot see That I too can throw items of hate YOu cant fake it its what you make SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SIT DOWN BITCH Its over now You struck someone who knows how to strike back then... we will see what you lack

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This broken angel by Burninwulf, literature

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This broken angel

A beaten angel Wings outstreched In the cruel glimmer of snow The frosted eyes Beholden beheld The trueness and brightness of life The limpness of hand That once grasped the hour And fallen breast Once swollen with joy Caved to a shadow of doubt The shattered smile Once curving with pride Bursts forth to a mountain of woe This is truly the most beautiful creature Of broken glass

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About razorblade-kitty

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Current Residence: uh... the asscrack of brooklyn-for a couple of days. then west palm beach :D
Favourite genre of music: industrial, hard rock, hardcore rap, and other stuff
Favourite photographer: .. vat ze fuh?
Favourite style of art: surrealism, realistic, and other stuff
Operating System: ...?
MP3 player of choice: ..
Shell of choice: TURTLES!!!
Skin of choice: i perfer my own! :squeezes self: humph!
Favourite cartoon character: gir from invader zim
Personal Quote: "dont take things for granted, because you never know when your gonna loose it."

Favourite Visual Artist

me, myself and i.

Favourite Movies

the crow, dracula (bram stoker's) sin city, and other shtuff

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nine Inch Nails, A perfect Circle, Deftones, Orgy, and some more.. hmm

Favourite Writers

me, myself and i.

Favourite Games

resident evil....

Favourite Gaming Platform

gamecube and game boy

Tools of the Trade

hmm... pringles for pringles...

Other Interests

drawing and writing and sing and thinking of stuff.

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Mar 26, 2006

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hello everyone i do know that i havent been on in ages.. its very overwhelming.. im back in nyc, where i belong... and i do gotta say its not that bad.  once you realize theres nothing for you somewhere, you just dont care about going back to it.  so, yeah. i wont be going on. actually i wasnt gonna go on anymore, but curiosity strikes.  im going to make a different account. with a different screename and everything.  once again im sorry for the inconvinience.. i wont be going on anymore, not on this on atleast. i just want to forget most of the stuff i got here. new life. new account. NEW FRIENDS. remmember. THE PAST IS HISTORY, THE FU

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Aug 21, 2005

Devious Journal Entry

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monday monday im leaving monday nah nah nah nah nah-nah.... i shall be home.. SWEET HOME tuesday and im so happy for that it makes me feel good... very good and i feel even better because today-my "friend" abraham knew that i was leaving, and after i opened up to him he decides to say "i just wanna end the friendship blah blah make it quick and painless" so i got pissed off and went all out on the mother fucker.. i threw a chair at him and a aersol  can at him screaming "get out of my fucking house!" god.. i wish i went all out on the mo fo.. man, i broke night... ugh... so, im hungry.. later! :D

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Aug 19, 2005

some test thingy....

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Mar 7, 2007

priscilla could u make me an avatar of kittie i suck at making avatarsss!! ='(

Feb 28, 2007

im soooo boreeedddd n i didnt go to skool today lol call me hoe 8567165

Sep 18, 2005

im really sorry for yelling at you

Aug 17, 2005

...... .. ...... i love you.

Aug 18, 2005

mmm yeah, tortillas....

IM GOING TO STAY IN FLORIDA!!!!! MY MOTHER SAID YES!!

!!!!YPPAH OS MA I

Aug 2, 2005

lol oops for for the tripple post